going out with them and talking with the one that didn't go too today made me remember all the good, stupid times we used to have. these people got me through high school, and i absolutely just can't help but wonder now, what happened? How'd we all go from being so close to just.. having memories of being that close once upon a time? i'm really glad i got to see them when i came back, and that there's picnic with the girls and getting to see goo soon to look forward to still.
i miss how faris would always be doing the random-est things, and that time where vonne threatened that we'd go eat non-halal food if he didn't stop misbehaving, and how he's always so full of himself, but cares enough to always plan our TOT outings. :)
i miss how james was always so nice to all of us, being so willing to fetch us around even when it was so out of the way, and the day we made him one of us! :P
i miss yvonne, and how we'd tease her about her bunch of stalkers, and listening to her lame jokes, and i love her for always being just so sweet and kind all the time. i remember how we stuck together in india, and had such a good time together too! :)
i miss goo, for being the idiot that he is. in our short sms spree today, i think we called each other idiot twice already. i miss all the nonsense we used to share, and how he was my underaged friend in this crazy bunch. and i miss seeing him in MADU, remembering the time he helped me give out my presents to certain kids without letting the others see, in a not-so-nice way LOL. and for endorsing the name Intensity Girl for me. =.=
and i really miss shum. my best friend for all that time, and i miss all those long phone calls where we'd just talk then do nothing over the phone until someone felt like talking again. i miss our peanut sessions where'd you'd make guesses about what was really going on with the people in my life, and where i'd get to listen to all your stories. i remember you praying for me that one time ages ago when i had the worst time ever, and it really did bring me some peace. i miss you bunches peanut, i hope we get a LONG LONG catch-up session soon!
i guess it took me going dunno how many thousands of kilometres away to realize how friendships are worth the effort to preserve. it isn't always easy, it isn't easy at all, but i think we all owe it to each other to hear how one another's doing more often than once a year, out of the fact that we knew each other once ago, and that we loved each other then, and because that's something that made us who we are today. i don't wanna to have to find that one day, my biggest regret was letting go of these precious friendships without trying. so thanks faris, for reminding me how important it is for us to meet up at least during the big times. :) i won't forget that anytime soon, and i'll try my best to always keep trying. :)
love loads,
candice
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