missing you

guess that homesickness never really goes away, sometimes it's stronger than other times, or other times i'd be okay for long periods of time, when i'm kept busy really. i've got that feeling, the one where i want to talk to everyone, but no one. where i can't stand being alone, but no one's near enough to just come bum with me. haha i'm not that emo right now really, just.. missing home, friends, me. can't remember the last time i snapped a close up of someone's face, or screamed about where to eat, or ran and danced on the road with three other 'perempuan gila', or brought our own candles to a 'candlelight dinner', or lou sang-ed on jalan bersih. :) just rewatching all those stupit old videos.. :')

these are some of the more recent events my mind wanders to when i'm walking alone. maybe this is what craig hassed means when he talks of mindfulness, you gotta keep ya mind on the present, cause that's where all the happiness lie. but i smile anyways looking back on all those memories, even think, wow, we used to do so many things! but i think that just might be what i miss the most, being so outta my mind happy all the time. maybe i'm just growing up now, maybe med culture needs more serious than high, maybe. :) i'm just talking in circles here. bottom line is, i really really miss you guys.







love,
candice