those good ol' times

today, as i was making a u-turn (so pro leh :D), i suddenly remembered the time we all went for g8's class party in kor's car, and we reached this roundabout, and we didn't know which way to go. so kor just kept going in circles and circles and circles at that puny roundabout and we were all just giggling inside. haha, i smiled as i thought of that time in the car today. then suddenly, the whole trip back was just a stroll down memory lane la. :P

i remembered how i sang so loudly and PASSIONATELY in adrian's car and how they were too happy when i fell asleep and shut up. i remembered how elena, mich and i would steal grape jam from mcd's and then eat breakfast by the pool in myplace. :) i remembered how scared we were of lilian cause she used to take note of EVERYTHING on the first few weeks of college. i remembered the first time i got scolded by Ms. Doh and yng yng said to me, "i know, make you feel less than one sen coin right!" lol. i remembered my heart-to-heart with dianne on the beach and how we all had to run from bees then film outside the sam garden, and how raymond danced so gracefully at the orphanage, and how gene.. GENE got SLAPPED by a LITTLE GIRL. :D :D :D hahahah, and how pris, elena and mich would eat outside ac with me under umbrellas cause i hated ac. oh and the maggot fruits! which sean and i and elena so bravely fought against. and all the bubble tea/takeaway trips, the constant rushing, the sleepovers, the drives, the everything. :) i guess to sum this all up, i really miss my friends. i'm afraid really, as i will be soon placed in a completely new environment with nothing familiar, the familiar-est person being 40-90 minutes away. i'm afraid of the friends i will make, or not make, afraid of the person i will eventually become, afriad of how my relationship with God and my friends here will become. i'm just.. afraid.

ughh, i really hate being cooped up at home nowadays. just creates more room for tension i think. can't wait for the book sale/ badminton outing tomoro! chance to be me again. :) :) :) EXCITED! :D

oh and today, i closed my window cause it was hot, and when i wanted to look out the window to check my tyres..... HAHAHA. so stupit.

and... i recently watched this indon movie ada apa dengan cinta? and i actually really loved the poem in it. here it is! :)

Perempuan datang atas nama cinta
Bunda pergi karena cinta
Digenangi air racun jingga adalah wajahmu
Seperti bulan lelap tidur di hatimu
yang berdinding kelam dan kedinginan
Ada apa dengannya
Meninggalkan hati untuk dicaci
Lalu sekali ini aku melihat karya surga
dari mata seorang hawa
Ada apa dengan cinta

Tapi aku pasti akan kembali
dalam satu purnama
untuk mempertanyakan kembali cintanya..

Bukan untuknya, bukan untuk siapa
Tapi untukku
Karena aku ingin kamu
Itu saja.

it's pretty cool that i understand BM and thus a BIT of indon too. hahha, got to read this how it is and not translated (kedinginan-frosty =.= ) :P i like this one too. :)

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri
aku benci

Aku ngin bingar
aku mau di pasar
bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga
jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya
biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ah...ada malaikat menyulam
jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
belok ke pantai .........


getting all ready to be a uni student :),
candice